"Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free."

I watched this movie years ago. Last night

I downloaded it and watched it again. The point of the movie reminded me of the book by Alexandre Dumas "The count of Monte Cristo".

Wait and hope.

I'm not sure if it works for me. All the hoping and the waiting makes a man go mad. Things pass you by and you don't notice cos you're waiting.

I like this quote better: " get busy living.. or get busy dying". That's something I can hold on.

"I find I'm so excited I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my head. I think it is the excitement only a free man can feel, a free man at the start of a long journey whose conclusion is uncertain..."

Supercunt

I'm a cunt

I do what I want

I do what I please

I do it all with ease

Don't be ignorant

of my supercunt

***

Supercunt has a big curl

big curl makes a dick swirl

Supercunt needs no lubricant

My silky pearl will suck you in a _____

I'm supercuntess!

These are some lyrics of a great band from Bosnia, they only have few of their stuff recorded. They're called Starke

I absolutely love them!

Last couple of days

In the morning, when the alarm rings I'm like this:

Then I get up and go like this:

And when I go outside, to the city, i'm like this:

True story

Standing stiff

"Depression is a state of low mood and aversion to activity that can affect a person's thoughts, behaviour, feelings and physical well-being.Depressed people may feel sad, anxious, empty, hopeless, helpless, worthless, guilty, irritable, or restless. They may lose interest in activities that once were pleasurable, experience overeating or loss of appetite, or problems concentrating, remembering details or making decisions; and may contemplate or attempt suicide. Insomnia, excessive sleeping, fatigue, loss of energy, or aches, pains or digestive problems that are resistant to treatment may be present."

In other words: you're neither under the ground nor flying into the grey sky. Both are metaphors for death. You are in fact, standing stiff on your spot and you're not able to move. Ever again.

Long hair

I want my hair to be much longer then it is right now! Twice as long.. I love long hair, men look more beautiful with it and women look like dryads... Grooow hair, grooooow!

Anxious Dreaming

Again in black & white

Haven't had nightmares in a while, or maybe I did. I can't remember, all I see are details. A house. A beautiful old lady with blood red lipstick. Words. Thoughts. Feeling of nostalgia.. What grand dreams .

I think about starting to smoke again ( didn't do that in years), but it's so typically me to think that when prices for cigarettes got higher...

60's

I wish I was a teen in the 60's.. Great movies, great music, best fashion!