In the morning, when the alarm rings I'm like this:
Then I get up and go like this:
And when I go outside, to the city, i'm like this:
True story
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Standing stiff
"Depression is a state of low mood and aversion to activity that can affect a person's thoughts, behaviour, feelings and physical well-being.Depressed people may feel sad, anxious, empty, hopeless, helpless, worthless, guilty, irritable, or restless. They may lose interest in activities that once were pleasurable, experience overeating or loss of appetite, or problems concentrating, remembering details or making decisions; and may contemplate or attempt suicide. Insomnia, excessive sleeping, fatigue, loss of energy, or aches, pains or digestive problems that are resistant to treatment may be present."
In other words: you're neither under the ground nor flying into the grey sky. Both are metaphors for death. You are in fact, standing stiff on your spot and you're not able to move. Ever again.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Long hair
I want my hair to be much longer then it is right now! Twice as long.. I love long hair, men look more beautiful with it and women look like dryads... Grooow hair, grooooow!
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Anxious Dreaming
Again in black & white
Haven't had nightmares in a while, or maybe I did. I can't remember, all I see are details. A house. A beautiful old lady with blood red lipstick. Words. Thoughts. Feeling of nostalgia.. What grand dreams .
I think about starting to smoke again ( didn't do that in years), but it's so typically me to think that when prices for cigarettes got higher...
Monday, January 3, 2011
Friday, December 31, 2010
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