inspiration

I'm ill

Went to a great dubstep party... and got ill on it. Very high fever, extremely high heels pains, barely made it home. I thought I'll faint on the way. Luckily a friend escorted me home, without her I would be in the gutter calling ambulance.

So thanks Isis!

I'm gonna turn these into prints

for t shirts

I don't mind stealing bread from the mouths of decadence

But I can't feed on the powerless
When my cup's already overfilled
But it's on the table
The fire is cooking
And their farming babies
While the slaves are working
The blood is on the table
And their mouths are choking
But I'm growing hungry

you got the blues?

diaries

I'm trying to go through detox, to get all the junk out of my system.. It's so hard, especially cos I'm a big sweets fan and I'm not suppose to eat sugar! That's almost mission impossible for me.. I did everything well today except the sugar! DAMN YOU SUGAR! Why do you taste so sweet :O

Except my poor detoxing attempts I went to a "dubstep" party last night. Guess what, the dj's sucked! I mean they sucked big time! What the F? Why do you turn the basse down in a dubstep song? why, why, why, why?? It's terrible, it's annoying, you should be shot as the worst dj ever!!!!And the cherry on my sugar cream night was an obnoxious guy who actually said to me: Oh, hello anorexia... WTF? WTF? That was so rude, I just pretended I didn't hear that so I said: what? And he didn't repeat it. I mean if you say it so I can almost hear you, turn around and tell it to my face! Freakin' creep!

Temptation win(g)s

I feel the pressure, it lightens

to judge this spirit of mine

to be like the judgement

to be the king that is left behind

to hell with I miss you

I said I 'd do it alone

ripping apart from you

a broken vision to call my own

I gave my life to reason

so now I'm watching my life go

my wit is falling apart

I can't shake temptations wings

I can't shake temptations wings

I bury my head with frustration

and I look at others and wonder why(?)

I'm feeding my cancer

A broken vision that stole my sight

I gave my life to reason,

So now I'm watching my life go -

My wit is falling apart

I can't shake Temptation Wings!

temptations wings...

temptations wings got me pale

why?

This is one of my favourite bands, this song somehow lifts my spirit up